Standing under a roof – suffocating me,
a box of words driving me out of my sanity,
I’m driven by the pulse of this suffocation.
It’s a war within,
under this roof as I walk forward in this shell
of bones and nerves.
It’s been a war I could never get a hold of,
a reason I’m never aware that I’m searching for,
yet I keep fighting battles that push and pull me off.
So shoot me straight through my heart,
a little bit with kindness,
a little bit of love in your words.
Lend me your strength,
lend me your will,
I stare straight at the mirror
asking myself at the reflection,
to shoot me with hope – to free me from this war.
-a.d.
